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{Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 9:23 PM}
at last i got my paper prata. ehehe. and ouh. my mama is minah. ahah . selamat hari raya. and happy new year. im so not looking forward for it lahhh.
{ @ 9:06 AM}
okok. i know. this song is to bubbly pop song. but who cares. ahaha. i like it.
That girl was a one-time teenage drama queen
A hyped up, everyday wannabe
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer
But she'll find herself
Cause she believes in nothing else
Then you'll look back when you won't believe
That girl was me
ouh yeah ouh yeah. ahahah
and ouh, i went out today. instead of visiting for hari raya haji, my family went out to ikea and bugis and stuff. seriously, its been a long time since we have done all this. yes, spent some quality time together. but it was not complete cause my brother was not there. we went to shop around. ikea was nice. crowded. i want the hotdog but then the quenue was taking forever so we take cab and went to bugis. yeaps.
bugis, dad pamper my mum by buying her favourite jeans. and blah blah. i got a bag for myself. and yeah, all of us buy something for ourself. since we have been working 24/7. and my mum has got my fever. =p
dad: ma, pakai contact lens biler malam je uh. you nyer muke garang ah. haha
me: mama macam minahhh =p
mama: huh??
dad: ahaha!
{ @ 1:29 AM}
went to vivo ct or 'bimbo' ct with mas. had to bring along sik kecik. went like at 9.15pm. ahaha. very late.
and ouh. we nearly missed our last train. and i swear, all the passengers who wanna ride the last train were running. including the geek here. =D
and tml HARI RAYA HAJI!! eheh. selamat hari raya everyone!!
{Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 4:29 PM}
im back from the clinic and all.
went to this first room and all. the doctor check and send me to take this thing call nebuliser treatment whereby i have to breath from this oxygen tank or something. kinda make me sooo sleeepy. and ouh, makes me very shaky after that. and yeah, see this nurse. ahahah! i see her again. and she was like, "how come i see you again? i just see on last october. i suppose to see you next year leh" =p
and now i have to take that inhaler everyday instead of only take it when having the asthma attacks. leceh you know like this. but what to do. yeaps yeaps. err..went to the doctor again. and ouh, she thinks im younger. i know man. im such small small girl . ehehe. and hmm..i gain weight. eheheheh!!! =DDD
and she gave me loads of medicine to take to let all my sickness to be preety good instead of attacking me everytime.
so yeah. pharmacy and all. went to eat lunch. i was so wanna eat the prata lah. paper prata with chocolate!! wah. and got so many varieties of pratas i tell you. it makes me go googoogaga. ahahaha! woah. but too bad. it was over for prata mania. cus it was already noon. =( how sad.
and then went to woodland loop. some factory sell satay. bought a walnut cake and brownie too. and i so feel like im in a malaysia lakin. very the confirm the feeling.
and saw some stray dogs and cats today. cute. and i thought the dogs were dead. they were sleeping as if they were shot by a supergirl like me. ahahaha
{ @ 10:14 AM}
dad came back =)
means my hari raya haji will be complete instead of being incomplete without one of the members in the family.
his 'trip' will be delayed. or he need to do something so that he whouldnt have to go.
prayers answered-
and i think im taking mc again. im sick again.nono. its not that im sick again. i havent rec0ver ever since saturday. so im going to the polyclinic and yeah, ask for better medicine and a new asthma inhaler cus it seems like i cant survive with it. and ouh, it lost. so yeah. new new.
and ouh, natalie is such a nice girl. she's a new part timer but she relieve at my outlet yesterday. cant talk much because it was too crowded. but gawd, i wanna talk to her like forever. and ouh, got one time i was talking to her about mylonggrandmastory and selina or my senior came and tell me to shut my mouth. wahaa. she didnt scold me. she just tell me. ahaha. my seniors are great. they are like a sister to me =)
just because they let me off earlier everytime when i needed =p
im not looking forward for the new year. seriously, the memories of 2006 make me wanna stay. and 2005 is calling back to go to the past. i miss my 4t1 jerks and biatchs =)
ouhk ouhk. im going im going.
and im craving for prata egg =D
nurul: maii .. mai. sik lapar je. sakit tak sakit.
{Friday, December 29, 2006 @ 7:37 PM}
now. its like 7.36am in the morning.
i dont know why am i waking up so early for. it seems like having a quest to make. which is to see my father to be away for quite sometimes.
i huged and tell him to take care and always pray. telling him im gonna miss him dearly.
tell me to take care of the siblings and all.
missing him dearly
dad <3
{ @ 12:17 AM}
got my result. not happy with it. but then i guess i can be in higher nitec though. i hope i hope. i get like 3.1069. yeaps. ok lah ehhh..i though i got more than that =p
i studied very hard ok~
and today, went to work and there was somebody behind me. and it was this boy. kept ehem ehem. i was so argh. and that boy suddenly pronounce my name. turn out to be beng hui. -_-
ahaha. went to vivo with him. got this girl name evelyn.and not his girlfriend. wahha! yeaps. nice girl.
after work, met them. evelyn went home. then i and beng hui went to eat for dinner at kfc. yum yum. ahaha. after loads of chats, we went back.
im gonna miss you dad <333
=(((((
{Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 1:00 AM}
its raining. and rain is coming in. i didnt bother to close the window.
the rain drops, pitter patter. cool and cosy night.
answered prayers-
im still trying to figure out this life..
ouh, just take my hands and bring me to a new world. thats just simply will do. =p
{Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 7:00 PM}
{ @ 3:11 PM}
the temperature has went down. still have that sick feeling on me. and OUH, giddiness, never failed to stop.
was suppose to work today but i havent recovered fully and i dont even feel like working. =p
so i sms selina and told her that i havent recover from my fever yet. heh.
and i dont understand my parents sometimes. i will help if i could. but im weak. and you expect me to do house chorus. but then, there is no use of complaining about it sometimes. cus it wont improve over times. i just do it but in a slower pace. i just pretend it was just a small breeze swept away across my face.
and medicine has been a close friend. since i get sick often, i had to bring medicine with me everywhere i go. all else i faint again in some train again. and now, where did i put my asthma inhaler??
and ouh, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS
{Sunday, December 24, 2006 @ 8:12 AM}
fainted!
ok. story began like this.
yesterday at work, i kept complaining that my tummy having this tiny weeny cramp feeling which just made me dont feel right. and it made me feel so weak. and i kept having feelings to puke. argh.
and then katrina let me off earlier at 10pm. so i drag myself to mrt, weak and in pain. and i dont know why is my left kidney feeling this small ache too.
then, ride nel train and reach dhoby ghaut. at dhoby ghaut, i was already praying to get a seat in the train. but then fate, was unkind to me. it was crowded. then i was holding this pole and standing infront of this old apek. the feeling of puking was still there. i start praying that this pain will stop. then my head was going everywhere. it was so unbearable. then i decided to drop at bradell to take a seat over there and rest for awhile. so i was like saying excuse me and all and then my head head was all spinn up already. and the next thing i know. i was on the floor, sitting down, on the train. like omg! i fainted!! and the people around me was like helping me to get up. everybody eyes was glued to me. then the old apek who was sleeping just now gave the seat to me. the old ah ma beside him ask me whether im alone. and i was like ya in a weak way. and she was like aiyoh. then ask me where i stay. i say admiralty. then i decided to sleep. my head was still feeling the pain of spinning around in circles and it was feeling soo blank. nd while i was sleeping, i heard tihs small girl was like, "she sleeping". then people around me was like talking and talking. like i care. im sick for goodness sake. and the aunty beside me was like talking about panadol or something. actually, i feel like asking everyone for a sweet or something. aha.
ok. then i reach admiralty. when i was on my way out, people were looking at me. i know man. i just make a scene. i was the title of "the girl who fainted a minute ago". darn. so went out take escalator. i was having a feeling that im gonna faint again or something. i was like praying hard to keep myself safe. cross the road and reach home. i went straight to bed. without bathing or whatever. i felt soo weak. and now, im sick. high fever.
and ouh, 1am in the morning, i vomit non stop. im gonna be soo skinny now. and i havent been eating proper. i just ate three toast bread and ate alot of those pills. went to bed. slept till 7.30pm.
ok. im sick. and sorry siree. i cant make it to your party. i wish i was there =(
and sorry bebe for not accompanying you to go to siree's party. =(
and the best thing, i dont have the need to go to work today. or else, i should be working from today till next saturday. no off. so goodluck to me. =((((
{Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 11:40 PM}
hey ho ready to go.
go to sleep. ahaha!
lameeeeeee..
im bored. really. msn, internet, music bores me rite this moment. and im at home all alone. ahha. kinda fun to think of it. cus i can blast my music out loud. uh huh. that explains alot of why am i so deaf sometimes. :p
and working was as usual.
and tomorrow im on standby. if im off tomorrow, maybe im heading to town and let out my sorrows out of something. and look at those christmas lights. and hmm..maybe check out massie on her work progress. and maybe, overnight at her house and talking about pig giving birth to horse.
yeah. im bored, hungry, cold and yeah, i look like a spastic women in batik. lol.
lalalakjdsfjkefsdjbcjbfvbdfmbgurgbsdjhwkfjkdhubtuwhruwjfivkinernciwngkjsdke. 63658169. who knows whose number is that?????? lalala
{Wednesday, December 20, 2006 @ 11:29 PM}
selina let met off early today after asking them whether can i have break cus im verrrryyy hungry. :p
and instead of letting me off to have my break, they let me off and to be free from todays work. ahaa. so i end at 8pm. i went admiralty straight instead of having my dinner at vivo. i can tell you, i am like a zombie, dragging her leg slowly to the mrt and kept day dreaming while im seating in the mrt.
and ouh, my uniform, the top, was kinda damp today due to no sunshine on my favourite weather, rain. so i was like wearing my giordano plain top lah. and jennyfer find it very casual and lend me this 'crop' to wear it on so i look much formal looking. its kinda ok i guess for people. i feel like a potato sack for goodness sake. with the texture so the same as a potato sack is, i feel much like it. and the time when i step out of the store room, kala saw what i was wearing and she was like, "what the hell???". ahahah! i started laughing myself. haha! and ouh,i serve a woman and she goes, "hey! and we have the same specs!" ahaha.
and back to going home, then i bought myself a shrooms meal and upsize and upsize.
and worst now. why is my dad hate it when i buy outside food?????
there is not much food at home, like always.
and ouh ya, dad told me that i am very the "cengkung' or skinnier now.
always starve myself and pretends nothing happens. drinking milo to fill that empty tummy. thats explain why im so skinny. im jealous of other family cus their mum always cook for them nice meal and they could always eat and have a full tummy. but mine? my mum sleep and work 24/7. even off days. i understands that she is tired. so i dont bother. i just kept quiet. even though, some times and then, i complaint to her. lets dont sigh about this problem shall we?
and im happy for my friends. their family is so a happy family. spent quality times together and all. but mine doesnt. how i wish i could go back to childhood times. like it ever come true. hope so
and why isnt it raining? rain rain come come. i want you to fell down from the sky and come clean with me. i want you to wash all those sins in everybody's soul. wash wash away those fears and selfish hearts that make me seating in the corner and kept thinking about it, rain. rain rain, came down now. youre the only one who always fill in the emptiness in me. every sound of those drizzling noises, fill the story in my heart like a book of once upon a time =)))
{Tuesday, December 19, 2006 @ 7:45 PM}
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEET LOVEABLE NAUGHTY IRRITATING CUTE EATEABLE AND WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR AND AND WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR AND EATEABLE CUTE IRRITATING NAUGHTY LOVEABLE SWEET TO MY SIS,YUSLIANA!!!
and how your skinny sister here love you. <333like>i decided to bring sis and mas out. yeaps. went to vivo.went to toys r us. of course that birthday girl would love it. saw all those pink colour maniaure everywhere. and got this things happening for little girls. for customers with toysrus voucher, this little girls can dressed up as their desired princess and have a photoshoot and make up by jean yip. i can see my little sister want it even though she kept quiet. but its too expensive for me lah. and i have no toys r us voucher with me =(
ok. so decided to go to eat at long john. then i saw someone. =p
so we decided to eat at banquet. ate mee soto. share with sis. and mas ate her fishball noodle.
then we headed to orchard. went to isetan and bought my sis a remote control car. thinking of buying her a bratz doll. then she was like saing she want a remote control car. then i was thinking, i think a doll is boring. =p
ok. so we had fun. and OUH, i nearly loose my loveable sis! wahh! so drama i tell you. its like she wanna go down the staircase so much. so i told her ok lah. then i go down the escalator. then its like when were down. both of the staircase and the escalator is a different direction. she was like screaming "KAKAK! KAKAK!" i saw her and start waving. and she cant see me. and i started to call for her. and still cant see me. so its like she saw the train behind her. she nearly go in when its starting to close. wahh! i so scared lah. thank gwd she didnt go in. then she started to cry. by then i was running to her lah. then i came to her. she cry and cry. hugs<3
mas long lost doll! and we were wondering isit her's or isit. mine and was like;
mai: but yours is blur rite?
mas: no. mine was naked!!
and OUH OUH, got this old wise woman who i sat beside. and from khatib to dhoby ghaut we talk. strangers to strangers. she started it first. and she thinks my sister was my daughter for goodness sake. like omg! nver! ahaha! and she is very wise. she was like telling me about life. she gave me hope to study hard after telling me about her daughter. saying that her daughter concentrate on studies until she got her master honest or something. and now earning like 14k a month! i was like woah! and i ask her what job. she told me she is a vice preseident of this bank. i can tell by her gold uber cool spectacle. it was like christian dior for goodness sake. wahhhh! and she was liike wearing gems bracelet and gold watch. but she is simple. yeap yeap. and they was this two chinese girls sitting infront of us. young teenager. wear all this nonsense outfits. and she told me about them. being vain and all. but i hate to say goodbye. hope to bump into her again. speaking to her is like im speaking to fairy godmother. ehehehe