yesterday was working. all of us are very talkative. katrina, suzi, nurul and i were the only one working. haaa. and i love them. and it was the last time im gonna see nurul. im gonna miss her. she is like a sister to me. she hear all my nonsense and shitties. haha. and always ask me "eat chicken noodle again ah?". im in love with chicken noodle. :D
i think my malay language totally sucks. My malay is very destructive. Suzi and Nurul was like saying that im like another race. haha. i dont know. i just prefer english than malay. its hard for me to talk malay. at home i speak malay but its like basic malay. i talk english like to my friends and even my own same age aunty for i dont know how long is that. haa.
and Katrina kinda tell about our future by seeing our hand features and stuff. for girls, its the right hand. she told us about our love life, life line, career job and see whether we know how to cook or not. -_-
haa
SATURDAY (CHINGAY)
wake up by the sound of my handphone and when i pick up the phone, i was not sure who was it at the moment. and it turns out to be shima. she was like
shima: you wake up already? mai: wake up for what??? shima: omg MAI! got dance and you have to meet me at 8.15 and you havent wake up???! mai: ahhh??
and it was already 7.55am. hhaaaaa. i know shima felt like being beside and shake me to death to wake me up. then i bath and get ready and all. of course i was in a rush.
meet shima and then met liyana at yishun bus stop and ride the bus till tampines. we reach simei ite in time and the dance room was quite empty at first but yeah, everybody was there after awhile. we dance and mr cho is always cute in his way. curly hair, cute spectacle, wore his strectable pants till tummy line, and his singlet. ahahah. cuttteeeee. okok. and rashid and michael do that freestyle dance like omg?! where mr cho goes "you guys better dont do that in public later uh". haha. cus they do something..err..something.hahah
then we all went back and liyana came over my house to get prepare ourselves for later in the evening. so there was still plenty of time. and we eat eat and play stupid games with my small sister and liyana make up my small sister. ha! blue eye shadow, thats what my sister want. damn. my sister look matured. haha. preety lah my sister. preetyhead.
and i and liyana get ready at 5pm which marks that we are sooo late. shima already came and we still havent really do something to our hair and make up. that fake eyelash takes alot of time. the glue stuck to our eyes and its soo kecoh lah. HAHA! i wish someone could have record it on the vid. its damn kecoh and funny. laughter goes around my room and make up and bags was everywhere on my bed. ahahah! and everybody try to stuck their face to the reflection of the mirror. ahaha. and we are so late. we have to meet mr cho and the other dancers at somerset mrt at 630pm and we went out like at 6pm. haaaa. we reach there like at 6.40 or 6.45pm. haaha. thank god they are still there.
and then we trying hard walk through those crowds to go in to our section to seat. and damn. its alot of people. and i can tell this ang mo was lost. really.
when we get our seat, it was dirty. The girls was like asking each other for tissue and all. i was just praying for no birds would shit their poo poo on us. have mercy on us. preety please.
and there they goes. those hot hot hip hop guys dancing and made the crowd go "woah and wow and wahhh". great performance. and there this group with kids dancing with them. so cute. and the most cute and chubby and eating the most snack is just beside me. kept eating and eating. get scolding for eating and still can eat. ahhh. feel like pinch that cheek. so cute. can be my hamster.
belly dancer came and shima, dee, rashid and sudurul was invited to go to the road and do belly dancing. wth.ahahaha. i hope they come out on national television. haha. and i think when the belly dancer came with ouh so costume, i think it was boys night. ahhaa =p
float after float came. we scream and scream and scream for almost everything.
i saw familiar faces like Badar, Ashek and this junior of mine which i still dont know her name. Badar dancing malay dance, Ashek play percussion with face painted red and that junior dance dance. preety her lah.
and hmm..yeah. after the parade. there was a dance floor. everybody was high and dance dance to the hip hop songs and all. i surrender and take pictures and so did my snail, sudurul. haaha.
i upload pictures when im at mas house. =)
{ @ 12:46 PM}
OMG OMG! i have promoted myself into a grandmother because......MY HAMSTER GAVE 6 FREAKIN BABIES!
omg omg. its really making me crazy.
i was sleeping and my mum was like , "eh BABYYYYYYY!"
and in my mind started to say that its obviously its my hamster who is having babies. and i was already going like, "i dont want babies!!!!". i was already smacking my pillow around my bed. my sister, is like calling dad as if a human is giving birth. She dial dad's number like she is calling an ambulance saying sumone is dying.
then i run to my hamster cage and i saw nothing at first and thinking that maybe my mum is just saying it or something. but thereafter i saw the female hamster get away, there they was. 6 babies moving like an earthworm. so pinky pinky. it sooo newborn. make me go eee =p
then spoke to me on the phone and he ask me how small were them and i told him its a baby thumb size. very smallll. no wonder the mum look so fat for the past few days. for a moment i thought i over feed her. cus i would her to be fat =)
then i had to transfer the mum and the babies to another cage. stupid thing. i should have transfer the dad instead of the female and the babies. now im just praying that the mum would not eat the babies cus the sawdust and all is too new that maybe she would think that the human wanna take her babies. and would MAYBE make her think to eat her own babies so the human would not take them. ok. what am i talking??
and the babies; make those squeking sound which make me think, "am i raising birds??".
and the dad so innocent. i love the dad. ahaha. so innocent and quiet. make me hold him around and stuff. i love dong <3
and now, i have 6 babies. and its so cuteee! and for a moment, i tried to touch them and ouh, i TOUCHED them. its sooo fragile and the feeling makes me feel so err...grandma?
and 6 babies. what should i name them.
and i will update to you soon about chingay.
{Saturday, February 24, 2007 @ 3:05 AM}
i've been rolling and pretending to sleep since 1am and im can end up in my sweet sleep dreaming. damn. this is sickening when you have a dance practice at 930am at simei ite which is like the other part of singapore? argh. insominia insominia. never stop to fail me from falling asleep in the time i need most like now?
chingay was nice but we kinda missed our quenue -_-
even mr cho dont even know when we had to like join in the parade. i was like "what?". We all heard the news and it brought our anxious mood down that we dont even know whether we will have the mood to dance for tomorrow's chingay.
though, all of us sat along the road. Not only us, other hip hop dancers were there too. The 'soft' guy dancers were there too and not to forget, the BREAKFORCE CREW were there! ahhh! woohoooo~! if you have no idea about who they are, they are from the Channel 5's Dancefloor. wooo. they were great. they do the opening. But i was hoping for some band cus mas told me that last year, it was 3 dash 1. tsk
There was performance from Africa, China, Malaysia, Korea, Indonesia and from parts of the world came to contribute some 'sparks' to the grandest parade in asia. and they did preety well. Some were doing lindy hop, blow fire from their own mouth and some even put fire on their mouth (ahh!), and lion dance and more lion dance, balancing that big big flag on their mouth and alot of floats. the balancing of that big and huge flag was making me go wooahhh. Because......this little boy and girl were balancing on the mouth and balancing on their hands and all. amazing =)
and yeah, belly dancing. ahahah! rasyid and dee was invited to perform with them on the road. ahahha! rasyid was making a fool of himself. i wish he could be on national television so people could see how this Pak man satay is. hahah. okok. and belly dancing, woohoo. belly belly. and ouh, some wear fake hair =p. but preety. haa
and lion dance.
the lion was like facing me and liyana. and there was one part where i screamed when i thought the mask would fall on me from high. =x
and there was part, this women in mask trying to scare us. We girls so drama lahh.
and there is this Concert band thingy which is from korea or japan. i love bands but its making me and booboo deaf. the trumbone and those trumpet right in front of me and liyana and we both are like the middle of everything all the time. huhu. and i like that conductor who hold that very long pole. i loikee..
and i think i can go deaf and be unspeakable for a day or two.
{Friday, February 23, 2007 @ 2:24 PM}
my heart is beating harder and harder as the clock when tick tock. 5 more hours to meet mr cho and the other dancers at somerset mrt. i think im getting a nervous breakdown soon. haha. slap me PLEASE.
and before going to meet they all, im gonna meet mas and accompany her buy some guitar strings and ask for her pay from her ex-job.
ok. seriousyly, i have nothing to write cus im killing my boredom at home and trying to calm my nervousness. and i think my mum is karaoke-ing. ok. its confirm. she is karaoke-ing.
though, morning, wake up to my sister saying, "kakak, hamstem (hamster) due due hidung ade darah". i was like open my eyes into that sepet kinda thing and "ah ahhh". and slept again.
i think my ding dong is like having conflict with each other. kept fighting. though, it entertained me to see them fight. but of course, after awhile, ill stop them. most of the time they will like fight with each other but the fight looks very harmless and its preety cute.
i recently found out that one of them is a female and the other is a male. damnnn. many babies awaits me i guess. but if they fight often and refuse to make babies, then MAYBE no babies.
and my cheek is like hamster =(
{Wednesday, February 21, 2007 @ 11:47 AM}
im besought for patients so i could teach my sister with less anger. i think i got too much stuff at the back of my mind that i let out my anger too easily on her when i teach her homework. Its like when im back from work, feeling tired and restless, the next thing i want is have some peaceful time for myself. But then, her homework kept waiting for me to teach her every night and ouh, thats not the only thing, house chores too.
i dont know whether i wanna blog further about that, cus its hard to type it out when your felt like beating slower and die at once but then my brain kept telling me to be patient and stuff. whatever it is, i think im out.
and ouh ouh, i so cant wait for chingay :D
{ @ 12:43 AM}
all this babies, pregnancies and all those something-got-to-do-that-pregnant thingy came across my mind these days without knowing why and the next thing i know, my beloved Katrina is pregnant! i was like o-o. the news was much shocking to me when i told her about girls and boys and she was like went into the store room and eating this sour thingy. and i was like, "eh, i like that". she gave me some and tell me that she is pregnant. ouh my god women. haha. nevermind. if she get a daughter, i just beg her to name her name after me =)
i love working today. not LOVE as in i wish every working of my life would be like this but it was a much joy brings to me cus i at least felt at ease during working time. joking around with Kat, Vicky and Suzi. talking about hindustan movies, the heroes and heroine. Telling which hero is hotter than the others and wishing ashwarairai (i think thats the name to be spelled, isit? haha) to be divorced as soon as who knows when. and its surprising that i can still remember that song from Kabi Kushi Kabi Gum (whatever the title was) where Hithrik Roshan would be singing in the disco with that stupid Karina Kapoor. ahaa. and surprisingly, i remember the dance step. and if you ask me how i remember, i would answer,"i was such a dork then and learning hindustan step was a trend then". =)
and my hamster have been acting strange lately. i have been seeing this two ding dong sitting together and facing one direction together for a long time. just staring into blanks and made me say this to mas, "i think they are praying". and mas would be, "i think so too. they pray to the north than east then west and then to south." and i so agree with her. seriously, my hamster is preety cute.
and yesterday, i had to sleep on the floor thanks to the insufficient mattress. (something happen). and yeah, i put my hamster in my room and it is preety disturbing. i know they are like some nocturnal creatures but please, dont they gave some mercy to human like me? cus when im trying to get my preety dreamy sleep, this ding and dong running through the wheels and being hyperactive all night long. and they kept playing among themself. i think they both are trying to be in love with each other. MAYBE. and yeah, its seems like they are like doing 'chop slam' to each other. hahaa! they goes WWE. and talking about them being in love, i think i just saw them doing sex. ha! kidding. i hope. and yeah, i kept wonder whether they are both boys or girls or biosexual. =p
cus i dont to end up being a grandmother you know. i just hope they both are gays. that would be preety fine. lesbian would be much better =)
and sorry if i talk crap. i cant help it
{Monday, February 19, 2007 @ 3:25 PM}
i have been at grandma house for the past two days and i have been eating and eating. and have been sleeping for plenty and plenty of hours . i have been waking up late, eat and sleep again. and have late night snacks like those wonderful nachos. if i was not to be working, i can promise you that my everyday life during my holidays could be like this. and oh, plus outings after outings :D
and bringing my little sister here may not be a bad choice. she just spent some time with grandpa to somewhere. and playing with my another aunty's son is her 24hr toy now. they play at the corridor outside with their scooters and all. great laughter they had. reminded of my aunty, my brother and me playing at the corridor when we're a littlies. getting nagged by the neighbour next door cus we were such a nuisance. Singing on top of our lungs with no great tune out of it. haa. and ouh, grandma told me and my aunty, that when we were my sister age like 8 years old, the three of us (bro, aunty and me), would went to the traffic light with slippers on our hand and my mum would be searching for us like crazy.
and i realise, it seems like we would be happy to be undiscovered.
{ @ 11:59 AM}
damn. its a dread when i found myself working tomorrow. thank god i drag myself from grands place today or else, i will still be seating my ass off at mas's room either, eating, strumming, or sleeping. life is just great when im at grands place. Cus i love grandma <3
and i just cant wait to dance for chingay this weekends cus i cant wait to meet my friends! <3>
but the thing is killing me right now is, what in the world am i suppose to wear? though, i dont really care about the wearings and stuff. i know i just wanna have fun and yeah, forget everything for that very moment ;)
my heart kept thumping harder when i kept thinking that tomorrow im suppose to be working. maii ah maii. maii lazy eh maii.
{Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 3:35 PM}
went to ikea with mum. its really a pity that me and mum is not really close at all. its like kinda hard to come out a conversation to start with or something. alot of silence surround us. long bus trip to ikea and im just suffered myself by reading books and listening to mp3. and conincidenly, i was reading a book about a daughter and mum having a bad relationships and stuff. and it makes me reflects about my relationship with mum. i'll rate it = fair. seriously, i envy all those girls saying they talked to their mum about their friends and their lives and went to like market together and all. but mine, well, i dont know. i just know that my childhood days is preety much fun. cus currently, it seems like everything is depending on me. but not all. almost.
tears caught up in my eyes and i try hard to hold it dearly from dropping. listening to songs and reading those words on those hundreds of pages. and suddenly, she was just beside me. looking outside the window quietly and it makes me think, wondering whether did she feel the same way as i am.
{Tuesday, February 13, 2007 @ 11:30 AM}
graduation ceremony kinda bores me when i had to seat seperately with my aunty eileen. actually, everyone is seperated with their friends and all. and its like not really alot of people came. and some wore outfits like they dont give a damn about all of this rules of black or white. but some wore outfits like very the vava voom kinda thing. though, everyone have to get out of their seat and get their ass of that stage and take their red folder and take a picture with this wise women who smile so sincerely =]
and i think everyone makes new friends today. funny thing, we was suppose to do this during our orientation, not graduation ceremony which marks that everyone will went to their own seperate way right?
and ouh my god. i cant believe i just saw my myspace's friend. not i saw him. he saw me. haha. fresco fresco. and eileen thought he was a girl -_-'
{Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 11:17 AM}
went sleeping over at mas's house yesterday. and tuning her guitar but turn out preety stupid and eh eh, i apply my courses for my higher nitec years. im putting Accounting as my first choice. i really hoping to get in accounting. =)
and tomorrow is my graduation ceremony. im very positive that 3/4 of the class wont be there. and im sure there's gonna be like only 6 people from my class. well, how pathetic? and i think i went there to see my old mates and have free food i guess. wahah.
and working just now and my ati came to visit me!! eheh. preety women. and she went back with her fiqri.
and suzi is a gangsta. hahahahhaha
{Saturday, February 10, 2007 @ 11:37 AM}
dance was fun yet its giving me ache and muscle problem with my legs. :p
went with shima and liyana. yeah. it was fun. i can catch the steps must easier than before after trying hard to be at ease with jennifer's dance step. she is sooo damn versatile people and flexible. she perform alot of those musicals and even performance in tv shows. and ouh yeah, she is chreograph yana's dancework in secondary school.
after dance, went eating at kfc. shima's friend came and after having our lunch, they both went to their friend's chalet and gonna go Wild Wild Wet. sooo fun! heh
yana and i decided to walk around tampines mall and century square. and we were so bloated from drinking too much water and we were like having trouble to find the toilet. and i kept laughing which make me wanna pee more. ahha!
ok. shhh
and yeah, after jalan jalan, went boarding 969 home. Reach home and i was feeling so tired already. i felt so sleepy for not having much rest cus i always sleep very very late and work and go out and go out and work and sleep late.
so i fell asleep of exhaustion and wake up when slyvester call me. what a surprise. wake me up from that terrible dream that im working at River Island. haha. i think i see those stuff too much. and yeah, its nice to talk to slyvester after a year or so. aha
yeah, mas came in the evening and brought her Panic! at the disco Dvd which she bought it like 80 bucks at Music Junction. thank god she didnt bought the one at HMV. it could have cost her 110 bucks.
and ouh yeah, courses for higher nitec. im interested in accounting and event management. but i really want to go to accouting. i want to fulfil tha tdream when i was a little girl of seating in this bank office pretending to be a big ass boss. haaaa~
but i think i'll do that tomorow or something. for noe, im buzzing off. bye fools!!
{ @ 1:38 AM}
give me happy pills too please. im craving for it as i feel like im falling from a cliff.
and i think i need a second therapist.
so i can slide down and run around that rainbow till i reach to that pot of gold to fufil my dreams.
im really begging for wonderland to let me in.
and let me stay among the purple sky and those diamonds stars which i stare at it almost every second of my every night.
which fill my bed with petals of every preety flowers.
vanilla spread the sky like an icing on a cake.
lollipop trees and a field of chocolate fudge.
horses and flying pony is my guardian angel there.
care bear became my huggable things.
wanna go with me?
{Thursday, February 08, 2007 @ 11:42 PM}
just finished my kfc student meal. ahhh. and i think im still hungry. smack me pleaseeee!
and yeah, today before went to work, mee tmas to accompany to find her guitar. and ouh yeah, we went to bras basah and went to that music shop on to and get herself a black guitar nearly similar to mine but her one is power lahhh. its preety =)
and i bet she is practicing her guitar now.
and yeah, we went to vivo after that. went walking around and bought ourself something since we have been working and staying at home and torturing ourself. ha~! and mas, well done for physcho-ing your boss. ahah! and i cant believe that they even fall for that act. :p
and went to work and saw VIKCY! ahhh! i saw her from behind and i was like, "VICKY! i miss you!" AHAHA. and i glad she miss me too. ehehe. ahh. havent see that women for like nearly 2 weeks plus? she cute lah she. i and katrina like to disturb her. wahah. cute women.
and tomorrow, i got to go to Golden Shoe at raffles place. im not so sure how to go there but i try to have faith on Vicky's piece of paper where she drew a cute-little-map. ahha. i hope i wont get lost. :D
and usual, i cant wait for dance =)
{ @ 12:36 AM}
i feeel much better for the past two days. and ouh, stupid scene. last sunday i kinda broke down at work. and my colleague is such a lovelies. <3
and today, working was a snob. i feel tired and people, i got my pay and they gave me ang pao also. haha. give me more lah so little the ang pao. haa~
moron ouh moron. mai mai gonna have some vacation with nora next month. i so cant wait. going to KL and genting highland. maybe sunway lagoon. its gonna be like last two years. going with the other 'rombongan'. ahaha. and i still remember that boy, hidhir. wahaha. :pp
and yeah, we gonna shop shop. i just hope i got enough money to bring uh eh. ahha. but we still havent bought our tickets yet so yeah. we went some day or something.
and tomorrow, send sis to school and meet mas before went to work. she wanna buy her guitar or just went to survey first or something.
talking about guitar, my bro's friend is such a jerk. borrow my guitar for almost for god knows how many months he took it. damn. i just feel like knocking on his door and like, "hello? arent you suppose to like give my guitar for like 6 months ago ass?" :p
wadever it is, lets put that aside for awhile or something.
and i cant wait for saturday cus its off day. im damn tired lahh.
walking home with hot fudge sunday under those stars. and keep remebering, "it was just one seat away sarah"
{Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 12:22 AM}
went to relieve at Plaza singapura today. yanti, nisa and moon was there. it was like my first time relieving there since the day i went to interview there.
at first, i was pampering myself with silence and having mouth shut as im close to them. but when evening came, thats when we went really talk like talk. and yeah, we call ourselve teletubbies. kinda off? im either the Po or the vacuum. haha. wadever.
went home and buy myself this currypuff thingy. and drag myself home. feels like there is 10kg on each foot. im like zombie with curly wurly hair eating currypuff wearing skirt. haha.
and ouh, tomorrow working at 12..like omg?
{Monday, February 05, 2007 @ 11:22 AM}
yesterday, i went sleeping over at grandma house. i feel at ease after leaving all those burdens on my shoulder.
and today, from grands house, went to ite bishan to have dance with Dee, yana and shima. new nitec students were there. then saw that so call 'ciara' girl. like always, she is ego but then today, boleh tahan lah. and its like they were wearing those army pants and a black top.
yana: dier orang asal pakai army pants? mai: dier orang joget nyer baju pe yana: dier orang nak joget ke nak march seh?
HAHAHA
wth
and finish dance and i just dont dont dont dont dont dont wana go home. but then after awhile, those lovelies had to, so i just went along with them. reach home, and omg, i didnt bring my key. i had to call ayah to come home. and yeah, he and my sis were already were.
teach sis her homework which is like forever? and ouh, im surprise for a moment, i cant do a simple math. shoot me, ill be glad, really.
give me a ticket to somewhere
{Saturday, February 03, 2007 @ 8:38 AM}
when i was on my way to dance, dad called me and started to like scold me and shouting at me. seriously, i feel like breaking down at that moment in the bus. I told him that i was sorry. And he was telling me that my sorry doesnt mean a thing. then i just didnt say a word. he blabbers some sentence then i decided to turn in.
sorry that im a careless daughter. sorry if i cant be your perfect daughter. i tried hard enough. sorry.
yana was beside me though, i just didnt tell her but yeah, we went to dance. at least the dance let my mind off at ease.
then, dee came. preety babe. join us on the dance floor and start all those dance step. And saw rashid! miss that funny dude. i miss your 'hung up' dance lahh. haha.
after dance, yana, dee and me join shu hua, this girl i and yana call 'chicken little' (michelle) and nana. Ate long john silver and yana and i laughed like noody business. like always. and yeah, after eaten our lunch, all the girls went home. so yana and i like walk around the malls nearby like century square and tampines mall. nothing much uh.
went home. was seriously late to get ready to go out. like soso always. and shima was kind enough to delay the time abit. hee~. so meet her like 4.30pm arounf there. and yeah. we went to vivoo ct. even though i went there like nearly everyday for my job, it didt fails me to bores me cus the accompaniant is the one who makes my journey different and enjoying.
so we walk around. cam whore here and there. i was seriously trying not to remember a single thing at home. im forcing myself to free from everything. the more i think about it, the more i felt like a dagger stab in my heart.
went home. it was early. i didnt dare to went home late today cus i know dad will blabber more and more since he shouted at me this morning. when i was in the lift, i was already prepared to be scolded. and yeah, my dad was doing his racing bicycle infront of the house gate, my corridor. i say assalamualaikum and he reply and then he got say stuff to like tell me to do this and that. it was so predictable. then i kinda answered back which i never been doing for such a long time or should i say its very seldom for me to answer back cus im always trying to be patient. and he was like yadah yadah to me.
i was kinda late for work. reach vivo and i ran with my flare skirt like as if im wearing a pants. but goodness, my senior is great. hehe.
though, selina perm her hair and she looks so gorgeous. i jaw drop when i saw her. oouhh lala. i can tell you, her hair and my hair can be a siamese twin.
and selina let me off early today. i went to toys 'r' us after that. bought sister's friend a kelly doll for her birthday. since my sister going to her birthday party without anything, im the one who had to come out with the present. i just hope this two toddlers will have fun tomorrow at KFC at 888 plaza since they reserved that place for that little girl's birthday. cute.
reminded me when i am primary one. i had my 6th birthday at MacDonald. i was the princess there. with a very preety dress. but sadly, i was suffering on a very high fever plus asthma. so i was like still the anti-social girl and in the same time, i was not really feel like its my birthday. especially when this boy friend of yours blow your candle. great isnt it? but i know, i got alot of barbie dolls. and all those dolly stuff. and i miss that castle with a key provided. and sadly, my grandma gave that JB girl. rahhh-
ok. wadever. yah.
tomorrow im going to dance. yeah yeah. i cant wait =)
{Friday, February 02, 2007 @ 4:22 PM}
im going to dance shortly. it seems like me and Liyana will only be going. since shima dont wanna go. nevermind but then, i hope to see Dee there or something.
and if only we can made a copy of our heart and sell it on shops. So that the buyer would know how we feel.
there i go again to my wonderland.
{Thursday, February 01, 2007 @ 12:40 PM}
im having flu and sore eyes. its irritating-ly irritating. and i have to go to work later. kat want to turn up at 1 but then i told her that i had send sis to school.
kat: eh, you can come earlier not? like 1? mai: i cant ah. i had to send sis to school. kat: today you maid uh? mai: i always maid ah. haha kat: then nvm lor. i kill you? mai: haha
and i gave up. its worthless to change it when they doesnt even matter a single thing. and they didnt even realise about it. like mas says, "there is always a reason behind all this".
patience
{ @ 1:42 AM}
i feel very bad when im at home. there's reason which i kept it as unknown. but i know that i was having the urge of running away. im getting sick and tired. but then, thank god there's such thing as a same age aunty in my life, mas, to lend me her shoulder hear what im going through and all of my sorrows. =)
went out with mas to town after i had a heart which weigh like theres 10kg. went to heeren cus she wanna buy Panic! at the disco cd since she have been stalking their everyday lives in youtube. haha. and she bought this Kerrang magazine and another music magazine. i forgot what was it. and i came across husaini who is listening to dont what album. haha. nice to bump into you.
and then, we both went home. bounce back to marina bay.
i was intending to when home late late at night. i dont feel like going home seriously. but sister have her homework getting ready to guide her along the way. so i had too.
why life have to tough sometime?
{ @ 1:42 AM}
i feel very bad when im at home. there's reason which i kept it as unknown. but i know that i was having the urge of running away. im getting sick and tired. but then, thank god there's such thing as a same age aunty in my life, mas, to lend me her shoulder hear what im going through and all of my sorrows. =)
went out with mas to town after i had a heart which weigh like theres 10kg. went to heeren cus she wanna buy Panic! at the disco cd since she have been stalking their everyday lives in youtube. haha. and she bought this Kerrang magazine and another music magazine. i forgot what was it. and i came across husaini who is listening to dont what album. haha. nice to bump into you.
and then, we both went home. bounce back to marina bay.
i was intending to when home late late at night. i dont feel like going home seriously. but sister have her homework getting ready to guide her along the way. so i had too.